Wednesday, June 23, 2004

Chicken Wings, PMS, Good Night Sleep and SuperStar..

Here I am gorging on chicken wings while I type with one hand. But Yummy those wings are goooooooooood. I woke up around 10:00 am. I got my 8 hours sleep but I have no idea why I'm still tired. Could it be depression or is that that I'm not sleeping that deep sleep especially when I'm PMSing now? I'm clueless. It's nothing new though. I've been suffering from this for years. I even have dark circles under my eyes for as long as I can remember. Maybe I'm amemic. That's probably the reason. All I need is stabilty in my lifestyle. A routine of some sort that from time to time, I'd get out of to spice up my life. At the moment, I have night time classes that make me feel uptight for some reason. I never really liked them. I'm hoping that soon though that I'll start my internship and then I'd have a rountine then. Sleeping a certain time and waking up again a certain time for a while. Another thing that's been bothering me is that I'm PMSing. A girl's nightmare along with the actualy menstral. My whole body just messes up and doesn't want to make me rest. My mood suffers to the degree I'd be ready to snap somebody's neck.

It's Funny how one little thing can change a mood. As I was typing this my doorbell rang. I had no clue who could it be. I looked through the peep hole and to my surprise it was the mail man. I got sooooooo damn excited. I was waiting for this moment for a while. I finally got the package my dad sent me, at least one of them. I believe there's another one on the way. I know I might be a sap for wanting to watch this but the package was a couple of VCD for SuperStar ( The Arabic version of American Idol) Well, I used to watch it with my family when I was back and as a singer myself, it's a good thing to watch to get a good idea how to be even a better singer. Where I am right now, the show doesn't run and it's totally sad because I miss it, especially that one of the contestants looks like somebody that's sooooo close to my heart but yet far from me on the other side of the world. Well, I'm watching it while typing this. Anyways, I'm done with this, I'm going to go off watching it on my couch now. YIPPIE!!!!


dodger said...

you're thinking of joining superstar don't you?
btw.. who's that contestant?

Stellar said...

Yes, I actually am thinking of joining it. Maybe next years. When I actually settle in one place and start serious training for my voice and so I can take control more of it. The Contestant is a Syrian guy called Hussam Madaneeyeh.